The actual concept of time is probably one of the most difficult things to try and understand. At the time of me looking for a job and trying to get my mission papers done I felt time just flying by and felt like I had no time. Now that I have my mission call and am employed its as if time has stopped and someone pressed the slow motion button on the remote. My friends just seem to be leaving one by one on their missions and it seems one leave every 2 weeks so it just creates a bigger anxiety for me. My job then only gives me a psychological and physical frustration. For what I am being also is not worth the amount of stress I am receiving. I have come to the conclusion that for my well being and actual enjoyment of my last few months before my mission. But this has definitely helped exercise my patience and testimony in prayer. I am extremely grateful for the blessing and opportunities that god has given me especially when i am need. Literally just as I started to feel all hope of lost of quitting this job and not finding a new one a new opportunity had presented itself that gave me hope to just start re applying to new jobs. This has now just given the motivation of keeping my Job until the end of the month of June so I can some money still coming in but searching for new employment to leave this job for. I really am praying for this new job I just applied does get back to me so i can leave by the end of the month. But time can only tell but I am feeling very optimistic. I just cant continue to be disrespected and talked down town and talked to as if i am not even a really person and getting paid my minimum wage and working the worst hours, no it is not worth it.


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